you used to say
you were a tomboy
now you ?
change is managed
by the broken
a headache a backache a stomach ache a pulled muscle in the left upper shoulder follow the wave of tendon to the wall of neck. my stress goes. where does it come? on your tits! the tsunami of stress is foul mouthed. illiterate. ignorant. small. meta.
until i release myself from believing my own bullshit this will continue.
to bad for me i'm so persuasive.
my book says 'You can transcend all negative when you realize that the only power it has over you is your belief in it. As you experience this truth about yourself you are set free.' -eileen caddy
few words are as beautiful. you are set free
all the answers are already there. if only i will read them, believe them, enact them, and live in them.
i'm laughing weakly.
but still laughing.